Hi Dad,
Just bumped into Auntie Val and Cousin Linda in Croydon. They were saying they still couldn't believe you were gone. I told them all about your nice headstone we were getting you. I never meant to say i never liked it when Mum showed me the template of it, guess i was just upset at seeing it and realising it has actually happened. Anyway, its gonna look lovely. Hopefully it should be there in time for Fathers Day for you. Mum (with Terry's help) has put fencing round your little garden now. I haven't seen it yet, im just so busy with work, Reggie, trying to move etc. its scary where time goes.
This fathers day I wont be able to buy no Stella for you!!! The offie is gonna be down in profits now! ha ha.
I hope you're gonna be watching when me and Elayne do Race for Life. We're gonna get a photo of you pinned to our race numbers so your gonna be famous! Im trying really hard and ive joined WW!!! Ive managed to raised £100 so far for Cancer Research. I got my race pack last night and just cried. Im sure Simon thinks im mad at times but i just couldn't help it. It hurt to realise im doing this in memory of you but i promise to make you proud on race day. Please watch over me and make sure i dont trip over! LOL.
Did you have a nice Easter? Hope so! I bought Mum an egg and i got upset cos for a split second i stood there choosing an egg for you before i realised.
Reggie is doing really well. he's become a proper little man and im so proud of him.
Well, i best be going. Hope you are ok where you are now, i guess so. we miss you so much but we hated seeing you in pain. Ive decided im coming to see you tomorrow cos im gonna be at Mums, will bring something for you. Love you Dad xx
Dad,
This is the last time i'll get to a computer before the end of the year 2006. I cant believe the year I had my first baby was the year that you died. I cant believe that you wasn't here to see Reggie have his first Christmas. He's learning to walk now. He does it so well with the aid of his push along truck. I know you're watching though. I can still see your face in the reflection of the door when i had just had Reggie. You were so proud.
I really hope you had a nice Christmas with all the Angels and that you're looking after my baby Jooster for me. If you can, look over Hayley and Matt in 2007 and make them happy. You'll know what I mean.
Sometimes I find it hard to remember you and its weird how that happens. Sometimes I forget what you sounded like. Sometimes I see strangers in the street and for a split second think that its you. Sometimes I ring Mum and expect you to answer and to say that she is still in bed!
Love to all the other angels up in Heaven
Love Mich xx
